Often lately, Fong has been coming home late. I have the television on while I tidy up.

慢慢地我发现，方说话的时候经常提到广这个名字。
After a few days I realize Fong have mentioned a boy called Gu-ang several times.

广是她们学校别的系的研究生，人很好。方说这话看我的时候，眼神有点游离。
Gu-ang is in a different department of Fong in university, he is always nice to people. When Fong talk about him, she avoids eye contact with me.

我披件衣服在自己身上，我觉得有点冷，心里。
Even though I throw on the clothes, I still felt cold in my heart

今年的苹果不甜。望着远处的香山，叶子应该还没有红吧。
This year’s apples do not taste as good. I look into the distance at the red leaves on Shi-ang mountain should not be that colour yet

去学校看方，她和几个同学在操场上打羽毛球，还有个男生，我想就是广吧。
I visit Fong at her university and see her playing badminton with her friends. She is also whit a boy. I realize he must be Gu-ang.

傍晚，我和方去肯德基吃东西。
I and Fong go to KFC for dinner in the evening.

我讲着未来也说些过去。方望过来的目光，让我假装自己做了个深呼吸。
We discuss the past and the future of us, she seems different from before, and this make me feel cold inside.

眼前的方模糊与清晰并存。模糊的是身影，清晰的是感觉。
I can not see Fong clearly, but her coldness towards me is easy to see.

我煮好她喜欢吃的小鸡炖蘑菇。我们专心地吃，没有一句对话。其实，这菜的盐放多了，非常咸，可我们却吃得干干净净。
I cook her favorite food. We ate without talking. Actually, I put too much salt in, but we still eat it all.

夜晚是美丽伤感的。天黑黑，心灰灰。
The night is beautiful but sad. It is black, but my heart feels darker

头很疼。睁开眼，一个大男孩望着我，手里拿条白色毛巾。隐约听到有歌声传来：只要你一个眼神肯定，我的爱就有意义......
My head hurts.A Boy staring at me when I opening my eyes,Hoding a white Maojin.

大男孩扶我回家的时候，方和广在打电话找我。
The boy held me to my home, while Fong and Gu-ang are trying to contact me.

秋天的末尾，天依然湛蓝，阳光温暖。
The weather is sunny and the sky is very bole. It is still very warm.

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